You know what. I'm royally pissed off. I'm just simply annoyed. The past two days I have been walking around with a grimanced and pained contortion of my facial muscles. It just shocks me that EVERY ONE gets offended so easily. Humility people! LOVE. tenderness. Trust. For those of us who are friends. Don't we know that we would never want to hurt each other? Now I'm not pissed off because of the sensitive offensiveness. Not at all, I am terribly sorry for those times that i so happen to say the wrong thing in the right company. And I did apologize sincerely. At least I thought I was sincere. What I am pissed off about is the principle of things. And I am not entirely sure how these two relate, they may not at all! It just may be the swirlings in my head that just so happened at the forefront of my mind lately. We shall see. Injustice, however, is the 2nd, or is it Disgust at our world. I was recently in New York City, the capitol of fashion. I think i just threw up in my mouth. How can it not achen your heart and weaken your stomach to see so many lonely, sad, and corrupt people so heavily concentrated in one place? Now there were a few friendly faces, but they didn't want to be recognized as such for fear of being preyed upon by the vultures around them. I never again want to think to myself, "Oh, I better put my inconspicuous face on" and really mean to look like an angry closed minded almost dead individual. Shoot. Well, I'm headed for a run... more reflection is necessary to make sense of all these thoughts.
Monday, March 27, 2006
You know what. I'm royally pissed off. I'm just simply annoyed. The past two days I have been walking around with a grimanced and pained contortion of my facial muscles. It just shocks me that EVERY ONE gets offended so easily. Humility people! LOVE. tenderness. Trust. For those of us who are friends. Don't we know that we would never want to hurt each other? Now I'm not pissed off because of the sensitive offensiveness. Not at all, I am terribly sorry for those times that i so happen to say the wrong thing in the right company. And I did apologize sincerely. At least I thought I was sincere. What I am pissed off about is the principle of things. And I am not entirely sure how these two relate, they may not at all! It just may be the swirlings in my head that just so happened at the forefront of my mind lately. We shall see. Injustice, however, is the 2nd, or is it Disgust at our world. I was recently in New York City, the capitol of fashion. I think i just threw up in my mouth. How can it not achen your heart and weaken your stomach to see so many lonely, sad, and corrupt people so heavily concentrated in one place? Now there were a few friendly faces, but they didn't want to be recognized as such for fear of being preyed upon by the vultures around them. I never again want to think to myself, "Oh, I better put my inconspicuous face on" and really mean to look like an angry closed minded almost dead individual. Shoot. Well, I'm headed for a run... more reflection is necessary to make sense of all these thoughts.
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